I was on my way back home. Through the cab window, I saw the sign board, ‘Hindi tuition given here’. When I saw that board, I was reminded of my childhood days, when I had a lot of difficulty learning Hindi. I simply couldn’t remember the meaning of the words. I ended up writing the meaning of every single word right above that, in my text book, to help myself in the learning process, so that I could somehow get through the exams. Learning Hindi was always a nightmare and I never knew how I would pass the exams.
Fast forward 15 years. These thoughts now bring a smile on my face, thinking those fears do not haunt me anymore. They do not have a place in my life. I do not use Hindi anywhere. Since I was good at English, I find it of much use now. In communicating with other people, writing the blog posts and so on. But back then, I did not find any use in my above average knowledge of the English language but always felt like a victim, not being able to successfully learn and speak Hindi. The whole world ( my whole world back then, was teacher, friends and my mom ) made me believe that without good Hindi knowledge, I was almost worth nothing
My dear friend, all your worries and fears are temporary. 15 years from now, you will look back and with a smile on your face, you will laugh at all the silliness of all this comedy drama. Learn to live life, one day at a time and realize that no problems remain forever.
Always remember what the Joker says, ‘Why so serious’ ?
